Social Stamina

Music: Rosaileen Scher I lost touch with all my friends I'm in bed by 10pm I have no social stamina
I cancel on all my plans I commit then I don't answer I can't keep up with anyone
Now I'm a desert island I know I push away until I'm alone When did I become Someone no one loves
I'm a broken record it shows All I ever say is "no" When did I become Someone I don't love
Now I don't know I don't know who I am How did I turn into a person who I can't stand How did I Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have And I don't know I don't know who I am (And I don't know I don't know who I am)
Trigger warnings in my mind I'm so vulnerable at night So I watch romantic comedies
But happy couples make me cry I can't find someone in real life Always feel like somethings wrong with me
Now I'm a desert island I know I push away until I'm alone When did I become Someone no one loves
Now I don't know I don't know who I am How did I turn into a person who I can't stand How did I Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have And I don't know I don't know who I am (And I don't know I don't know who I am)
Now I don't know I don't know who I am (And I don't know I don't know who I am) Now I don't know I don't know who I am (And I don't know I don't know who I am)