Lyrics: Jackson Rose
Music: Logan Young
Putrid
Why can’t I make sense of it
This wretched pit in the bottom of my stomach tells me I’m tricked
Where is the end?
My soul can’t take this torment
Everything that I hold dear, all a fallacy
The fact that it was all a dream staring me dead in my eyes
Where am I lead?
Derealization
I’m just an actor waiting for the curtain to ****ing drop
So I can end this charade
This script has overstayed
Welcome to my final act
Blacklisted, this life will not have me back
Rusted
Sell me for parts
Discount price since I’m missing a heart
Cannibalistic youth eating away at me with truth’s jagged tooth
Shrapnels of guilt fill my lungs
Drowning in the blackest ocean
SOS, call for help
This anchor mangled me
It’s chain link built from my marrow
I’ll never see the sunlight gleam
This is my putrid state of mind
Rancid, filled with maggots
Nothing’s lucid and I’m terrified
Bloodshot eyes see no silver line
“Suffer in anguish”
There has to be a way, a path to salvation-
“Suffer in anguish”
I’ll swim to the surface, I won’t drown in this hell I can’t-
“Suffer in anguish”
Oh how I like to act as if I have control of my languish
“Suffer in anguish”
Like a rat in the basement, I’m at home in filth