i'm trying, i'm lying

Lyrics: KELLYN REINER Music: KELLYN REINER Stuck in the same place I’ve been for a long time Trying I’m trying Dust on the dreams That I thought I’d achieve by now Trying I’m lying I’m lying What I wanna be Seems so out of reach Trauma on the surface Trauma underneath I’ve got way too much on my mental Yeah I hope you can’t relate To what I’ve been through Been through I shot for the stars And now Mile High’s my altitude Back in high school I was selling weed and selling shoes Get with me or Get out of my way that’s my attitude Until I get stuck in my Old ways where I’m comfortable It’s time for me To find control And build the path I want to go It’s time for me To clear the air And suck it up Cause life’s not fair Time moves by so quickly There’s liquor in my cup And I’ve been getting high too much Searching for some meaning Is all that I’ve become All that I will ever be Stuck in the same place I’ve been for a long time Trying I’m trying Dust on the dreams That I thought I’d achieve by now Trying I’m lying I’m lying