Addictive Coffee

2 AM, lights bleeding through the blinds Irish coffee in my veins, whiskey mixing with the grind One more sip, the bitterness feels like home Your shadow in the steam,I'm never really alone I know I should stop... but I keep pouring slow This ache is all I got, the only thing I know Addictive coffee... burning down my throat Got me wide awake, butI'm still half afloat Tipsy on the memories, drowning in the glow I'm addicted to the hurt, addicted to you, I know Addictive... addictive...can't shake this curse Late night caffeine baby, making everything worse Espresso martini shaking like my hands 30 years of bad decisions, stilldon't understand Why your taste lingers longer than the gin Every drop is poison, but I drink it all again Part of me is laughing, part of me is breaking Still reaching for the cup... still calling out your name Addictive coffee... burning down my throat Got me wide awake, butI'm still half afloat Tipsy on the memories, drowning in the glow I'm addicted to the hurt, addicted to you, I know Addictive... addictive...can't shake this curse Late night caffeine baby, making everything worse Addictive coffee... running through my blood Mixing love and poison in this endless flood No sugar, no escape, just the fire in my chest I'm a beautiful mess... still wanting you the best Addictive... addictive... yeahI'm lost in you My midnight coffee... what am I supposed to do... Addictive... Still tasting you... One more cup...