Anesthesia

Snow is falling through the quiet Covering the path I knew Every footprint I was following Disappears without a clue Idon't feel the cold against me Idon't feel the wind that blows Just a stillness in my center Where the warmth refused to go There were colors here before this There were voices I could hear Now the world is muted canvas And the lines have disappeared I'm not certain ifI'm healing Or just learning not to care But the silence has a softness That I used to find nowhere Anesthesia Quiet river through my chest Anesthesia Idon't hurt and Idon't rest Just the echo of a feeling Just the outline of a soul Anesthesia Letting go of all control The northern lights could paint the sky tonight And I would watch without a sound Not because the beautydoesn't reach me But becauseI've let the curtains down Stillthere's something almost peaceful In not fighting anymore Like the snow that keeps on falling Doesn't ask what it is for Anesthesia Quiet river through my chest Anesthesia Idon't hurt and Idon't rest Just the echo of a feeling Just the outline of a soul Anesthesia Letting go of all control Is this the cure I wanted Or just a softer kind of pain When the heart grows tired of breaking Does it learn to freeze instead of break Idon't know, Idon't know But the stillness feels like home Anesthesia Quiet river through my chest Anesthesia Idon't hurt and Idon't rest Just the echo of a feeling Just the outline of a soul Anesthesia Letting go of all control Snow keeps falling... Quiet river through my chest... Letting go... Snow keeps falling... Quiet river through my chest... Letting go...