I don’t know
Should I even care
What’s the point of it all
Is this
how it ends
You were my sanctuary, now you’re gone
“Life’s a river” you always say
Go with the flow I’ve learned the rules of the game
But what am I supposed to do
To prepare myself for losing you
“Life’s a river” you would say
I go with the flow just like you said
But what on earth should I do
To find a way to live without you
Fingerprints on the yellowed wall
The smell of you lingers in the old room
The silhouettes of you
The touch of your hand
And how you sometimes made me laugh just to lighten the mood
keeps me warm through every second of missing you
Life’s a river I watch it flow
stand by the shore still calling your name
To the end of the earth every other places
Without you I’d be broken and burst into flames
Life’s a river I watched you go
Look where it took you, was that the way you chose
What did I do to deserve to lose you
To lose you the way I do
Is life a river I wouldn’t say
It took you without me along the way
What the hell did I ever do to lose you
Maybe life is a river like you said
I went with the flow but I fought the waves
It’s taken me and you into separate ways
Life may be a river like you said
Is that why it takes you away and leaves me here to stay
It breaks every “forever” you once said
Every promise you made
You were my river, did you ever know?
By your side I used to watch you flow
You know I’d carry you always
Just say the word I’ll lead the way
It’ll never be okay to lose you this way
You knew I would not be okay
why did you leave me this way
But I guess it is okay for me to not be okay
Because I lost you along the way