Lyrics: Nikolas Sun
Music: Jay Skeebs
Arranger: Jay Skeebs
I gotta say something In the beginning for the beat un
so lets start it
why I call it gloomy month
cause it always rain in bounds
like I shed tears in ounce un
for what？
maybe my spouse or my future
why I call it gloomy month
cause it always rain in bounds
like I shed tears in ounce un
for what？
maybe my spouse or my future
Perhaps its better to be friends she said
but I don't understand why we can't go back un
and then I think about that how can I get
even just close approach that make me happy of course
这过程已经开始我就无法停下
年少的鲁莽不止为了听到那些情话
所以才不会在意别人的评价
哪怕最后我们所有人都不是赢家
都无所谓
****ing go away
u try to leave me not from today
but at that day my days turn gray
and everyday I only listen to Jay
u know what
这变故太突然我缓解了四五年
这些日子我算是拿回了自主权
但到这还没结束充满戏剧的节目
没有了断的觉悟思绪无法移到别处
We're like lotus roots
ture
Don't worry about those rules
fool
But where my heart puts
我的心应该属于哪呢我不知道
曾经的誓言又在哪呢已经失效
照照镜子看看真实的写照
珍惜当下最好的就是解药
why I call it gloomy month
cause it always rain in bounds
like I shed tears in ounce un
for what？
maybe my spouse or my future
why I call it gloomy month
cause it always rain in bounds
like I shed tears in ounce un
for what？
maybe my spouse or my future
我可能真的好了伤疤又忘了疼
又或者只是结痂了我不骗你们
感情的厚度不应只取决于时间
这需要我们实践然后再去勇敢直面
互相等待谁先开口这果实谁先摘走
就像是一场 battle but something seems special from before
that it's maybe she don't love me again but I love her more.
I forgive everything that happened in the past.
and I'm sorry for my emotions that messed.
The first time, I couldn't do it at the best.
so please forget it let's make up, god blessed.
But for now the chance seems slim
like my sincerity also seems to be cheap
everytime after dreaming I feel weak
pretend nothing happened and continue to live
yo
continue living
like nothing happened
calm as water
that's my life taught me
make emotion smaller
that's our life brought me
even it's getting colder
or even I'm blue
I give myself shoulder
that's what I can only do
why I call it gloomy month
cause it always rain in bounds
like I shed tears in ounce un
for what？
maybe my spouse or my future
现在的我是否准备好
一切就算是我自找
但那又怎样
一个念旧的人接受惩罚
依然内心一片滚烫
生活中努力保持情绪稳当
Even if he is still alone
he never forget atone that everybody known
there's no need to be shown
he buried on his own ye
he buried on his own