This Game

Thought I was changing Turns out that I'm just shit out of luck I'm not complaining You couldn't catch me then Now I'm stuck I'm masquerading Pretending that I'm giving a **** I'm not complaining But I don't wanna play This game I'm told that my mind is like a river I have to let it flow But sometimes it's a mote The same thoughts circle back Again Again So I'm asking Where's the nearest shovel my friend? Thought I was changing Turns out that I'm just shit out of luck I'm not complaining You couldn't catch me then Now I'm stuck I'm masquerading Pretending that I'm giving a **** I'm not complaining But I don't wanna play This game It hasn't felt real But what really is? It didn't feel real until we landed in narita Last night didn't feel real But what really is? Thought we'd go on together Till you took off from narita I'm masquerading Pretending that I'm giving a **** I'm not complaining But I don't wanna play This game Thought I was changing Turns out that I'm just shit out of luck I'm not complaining You couldn't catch me then Now I'm stuck I'm masquerading Pretending that I'm giving a **** I'm not complaining But I don't wanna play This game