Lyrics: Mykyl/Rylan Hair
Music: Mykyl/Rylan Hair
There's something I still hold in
I'm too ashamed to show it
But I fell like I'm never enough
And I fear I'll mess everything up
I'm haunted by the notion
That all our doors are closing
Do you lie awake thinking of us
Or were we made just to crumble to dust
My heart bleeds heaven
But you leave me questioning
And falling down out of the floor
Self-doubts relentless
Leaving me defenseless
All my demons take control
What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can't ignore
Would you laugh in my face
Would you slam the door
What if I told you
It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much
Oh I'm so insecure
Oh I'm so insecure
Oh I'm so insecure
I'm holding out but hopeless
A deep sea of emotions
I break down 'cause I bottle it up
But I'm learning to learn how to trust
My heart bleeds heaven
But you leave me questioning
And falling down out of the floor
My head feels restless
From the constant pressure
Check my feelings at the door
What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can't ignore
Would you laugh in my face 'slam like before
What if I told you
It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much more
Oh I'm so insecure
Self-doubts result
Oh I'm so insecure
What if I told you
All of my flaws that I can't ignore
Would you laugh in my face
Would you slam the door
What if I told you
It's not supposed to
But it kills me to think that you call me yours
When I know deep down you deserve much more
Oh I'm so insecure