Lyrics: Jada Facer/JMAC (Jamie Macneal)/Charlie Oriain
Music: Jada Facer/JMAC (Jamie Macneal)/Charlie Oriain
I feel so much till I feel nothing at all
Is it self-preservation or a 911 call?
I don't wanna burden you with issues
Cause I know it burns you just to listen
I felt it in my chest, now I'm feeling nothing at all
The preacher man said he'd pray for my soul
The doctor man hands me chemicals
I'm only sixteen, I shouldn't feel this old
I'm only sixteen
Oh, when I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road
It only makes it worse when I jump headfirst
With my pockets full of stones
And I'm not ready to sink or swim
Too scared to fly, so scared of drowning
I'm not ready to sink or swim, I know
So I just wanna float, float, wooh, wooh
Would you come over even if we don't talk?
Sit with me, hold my hand
Help me wait it out till my storm stops
And if I could turn off my thoughts like a light switch
Stop gravity in the middle of the fall
Is this, this all I am?
So I'm talking with God
It's feeling like a hoax, and my so-called friends hand me alcohol
I'm only nineteen, I shouldn't feel this small
I'm only nineteen
Oh, when I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road
It only makes it worse when I jump headfirst
With my pockets full of stones
And I'm not ready to sink or swim
Too scared to fly, so scared of drowning
I'm not ready to sink or swim, I know
So I just wanna float, float, wooh, wooh
So I'll go out in the sun, plant my feet in the dirt
I know I'm still young, growing up still hurts
If coming undone, is a lesson to be learned
I'll stitch me back up, do what I need first
But I'm only sixteen
No, I'm only nineteen
Thought I'd be better by the summer, I hit twenty-one, but now I'm twenty-three
Oh, when I lost somebody, she left my body stranded on the road
It only makes it worse when I jump headfirst
With my pockets full of stones
And I'm not ready to sink or swim
Too scared to fly, so scared of drowning
I know, I know
So I just wanna float, float, wooh, wooh