Lyrics: 小丁
Music: 小丁
I was walking through the city after midnight
Empty streets and broken dreams beside me
Every smile felt heavy on my shoulders
Even sunshine couldn’t ever find me
I was breathing but I wasn’t really living
Days were moving but my heart stayed frozen
Every memory was slowly fading
Like a book nobody ever opened
I forgot how warmth was supposed to feel
I forgot how something real could heal
If I ain’t got you beside my name
Every win just feels the same
All these lights don’t ease the pain
Nothing shines if you’re not there
If I ain’t got your voice at night
Every dream just fades from sight
I don’t need the world to stay
I just need you here with me
I was tired of pretending I was okay
Laughing loud while my heart stayed quiet
Every promise felt too temporary
Every feeling learned to stay silent
Then you looked straight through my defenses
Saw the cracks I tried to hide
You didn’t ask me to be perfect
You just stayed right by my side
You remind me who I used to be
Before I learned to run from me
If I ain’t got you holding close
Every truth feels overdosed
All my fears come back as ghosts
When your hands are not in mine
If I ain’t got your trust and time
Every love just feels confined
I don’t need forever planned
Just your heartbeat next to mine
I was lost inside my own reflection
Fighting nights I couldn’t outrun
You turned scars into direction
Showed me love isn’t something done
I was breaking, I was bending
Every wall was built from fear
You kept calling my name softly
Till my silence disappeared
If I ain’t got you, I fall apart
Every mile feels twice as hard
You’re the rhythm in my heart
When the world won’t slow for me
If I ain’t got you, I lose my way
Every night turns into gray
I don’t need much, I’ll just say
Stay right here and don’t leave
So if tomorrow breaks my plans
And life don’t feel like we believed
I’ll be fine as long as I can
Wake up knowing you chose me