Music: Stephanie Rezendes
Okay, she's not gonna ****ing answer
What am I doing? It's ****ing 4 a.m.
What am I doing? Did I **** shit up that bad?
I didn't fβ I didn't **** it up, did I? (Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system)
It wasn't on me
I don't have to take accountability for shit, Iβ (At the tone, please record your message)
****, she's gonna see I called her at ****ing 4 a.m. (When you have finished recording, you maβ)
She talks like the rain, she puts me to sleep
She drives me insane, I get lost in her speech
And she don't hate me, but it's just a matter of time
She fears for my safety 'cause I'm walking right on the line
On the line, on the line
Oh-oh, I don't wanna hurt myself
Don't wanna concern all of my friends, why do I exert myself?
I just wanna lie here on the floor and die, submerge myself
Throwing up until my ribs are sore when I need to hurl myself
Into these depths of psychosis I'm in
I mean, I feel a grin and laughter underneath my skin
I swear to let it get to me, but that's just how it's been
That's how it's been, that's how it's been, that's how it's been
She talks like the rain, she puts me to sleep
She drives me insane, I get lost in her speech
And she don't hate me, but it's just a matter of time
She fears for my safety 'cause I'm walking right on the line
On the line, oh no
Right on the line, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
What the **** are you doing?