Phone screen cracked from last november
Still got your number memorized
Half bowl of cheerios on the counter
I scroll past pictures I should delete twice
Tell my friends I dodged a bullet
Tell myself the same damn lie
But your hoodie still smells like that sunset drive
And I aint washed it since that night
Heartbeat heavy
Tongue gets clumsy
When someone says your name
I said Im fine but I lied through my teeth
Said I moved on but I still feel you breathe
Every song every street every half empty bed
Wish I could unlove the words you said
I act alright when I hear you met someone
Laugh it off like the damage aint been done
But two drinks in and the truth spills out
I aint fine I aint fine I still need you now
Driver seat I grip the wheel too tight
Same playlist same songs we sang all night
Pulled up to the spot where we first kissed
Didnt plan it my car just drove there like this
My roommate asks if Im still in that phase
I smile and say its just a couple rough days
But she caught me staring at the ceiling again
Counting cracks like theyre all old friends
Heartbeat heavy
Tongue gets clumsy
When someone says your name
I said Im fine but I lied through my teeth
Said I moved on but I still feel you breathe
Every song every street every half empty bed
Wish I could unlove the words you said
I act alright when I hear you met someone
Laugh it off like the damage aint been done
But two drinks in and the truth spills out
I aint fine I aint fine I still need you now
Maybe time aint the fix they promised
Maybe I just got too good at this
Wearing calm like a coat that dont fit
While my ribs cave in bit by bit
I said Im fine but I lied through my teeth
Said I moved on but I still feel you breathe
Every song every street every half empty bed
Wish I could unlove the words you said
I aint fine I aint fine
Still need you now
I aint fine