Lyrics: Penelope Talia
Music: Penelope Talia
She was my rock when they would hurt me
And say all my dreams are full of crap
She would be there to tell me that we'd make it
Oh what a bargain
She'd given her heart to you since she started
She just can't h-help it, so desperate, but didn't it win you over
Look at her bo-bo-bo-bo-dy-dy-dy-dy
Depriving it all for you like a martyr
She was so skinny, so pretty for you, to get closer
Her eyes are baggy and recessed
Below her makeup's blood and sweat and tears
She bent to your requests
But now she's just back down to those like us
Now her hair's a mess
She ripped the fishnets off of her in rage
Because she said to me her soul's eaten away
And she's far
And the music has gone so quiet in her heart
And the passion that manifested to a star
Is flickering final breaths into my arms
And she's saying
"Oh darling
Don't lose yourself to their air
You're starving
But your hunger shouldn't be theirs
To sate for you
Don't lose yourself to their love
It's not for you
I've seen it all unravel
The vista is the distance to those you love"
You think that you're above all
But not here cuz I f-- hate your guts (Said I should quit while we're ahead, and it made my head spin off a stable frame)
Ahh (That wish broke me a little I'd hoped there could've been more reward our way)
Ahh (Won't be a one-last-time for her and I, and it hurts but I don't mind 'cause)
Ahh (I've gotta learn what's good for her's the choice to make up her own mind so)
Yeah she's far (I should quit while we're ahead, cuz it's okay to just stay below those waves)
And the music has gone so quiet in her heart (This way won't leave today 'cause my hope to lift myself up off the old mundane)
And the passion that manifested to a star (Was mine for one last time for my dumb life, and it hurts but I don't mind)
Is flickering final breaths into my arms and she's saying (I've gotta see what's good for me's the choice to make up my own mind and not you)
(you)
(you)
(you)
I'm far
And the music I want it dying in my heart
But the passion just won't let up, it wants a war
I still wanna be out the water in your arms
But you won't say anything