The Wanderer

Lyrics: Ponies at Dawn Music: Ponies at Dawn [MathematicPony] I’ve strayed for years and years Another day where I’m forced to face my fears I wanna believe it’ll be worth it in the end I’m bargaining, I’m listening, I’m waiting for a friend - [Nexgen] How long’s gone by, has it been years? Or only minutes ‘cause what is time in here? As I move I can sense a presence is near Stop to meditate so I can keep my head clear I heard the call, so I answered Little did I know it would only bring disaster Message in a bottle and all that came after, An endless sea of nothing and a never ending chapter - Every step I take broke my soul, But I have a tale to tell, no I won’t fold I’ll play my part, I know my role, I’ll climb, I’ll fight, rise from this hole I’m in a never ending desert of violet, Try to scream and remember that my efforts are quiet Try to dive headway through the deafening silence, Ears ring with the singing of a plethora of violence - [MathematicPony] I’ve strayed for years and years Another day where I’m forced to face my fears I wanna believe it’ll be worth it in the end I’m bargaining, I’m listening, someday I’ll ascend - [Nexgen] I can feel it all closing in, Feels like I’m being punished for exposing skin Tryna view the situation through a rosy lens, And the same way it goes again (and again) Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t feel, can’t think, Can’t breath, can’t heal, just fall and sink I’m stuck, please help, it’s read and weep My head, I hear the voices scream, say - Talk about how you need me, Gonna need you to breath deep, Who is gonna come save me? Goin’ and goin’ on repeat Still remember the sea breeze, water and sand with a clean sweep Similar a strange feat, in the abyss and knee deep Feel a change of heart every time that my heart beats Looking up to no sky to try and find where stars meet Something’s going through me and it’s giving me the hard creeps I can feel the shift, so I’m gonna let the dark creep, in, in, me - [MathematicPony] I’ve strayed for years and years Another day where I’m forced to face my fears I wanna believe it’ll be worth it in the end I’m bargaining, I’m listening, someday I’ll ascend I’m bargaining, I’m listening, someday I’ll ascend - [Nexgen] Strayed for years Forced to face my fears Someday I’ll ascend I’m just waiting for a friend