Music: Young Devyn
I been pushed, scratched, beaten/
I been bruised, lashed, leaking/
Been through so much different pain I can't speak about it/
Im still sitting here tryna find the reason/
Asked my momma how she raised me/
Daddy couldn't save me/
Grew up getting love, but somehow I still became this/
Life so fast, that my trauma turned shameless/
People think I'm perfect cus im famous/
Oh yeah that's nonsense/
Actually its pretty worse when you going through it, and the world's
watchin/
Telling me I'm not first person that you hit on, but it's no stoppin/
Let you disrespect my place, almost caught a case, why we so toxic/
Fighting with me in the day, sexin by the night, can't tell nobody/
Cus they would tell me leave/
But I can't seem to be alone and that's what hurting me/
It's like I'm goin through a cycle of emergencies/
Had to kill my love inside, before it murders meeee/
Think I'm better alone/
Think I'm better off, think I'm better off alone/
Think I'm better off, think I'm better off alone/
Think I'm better off, think I'm better off alone/
Think I'm better off../
God/
Oh God, I'm asking you to heal me in the places I don't tell nobody/
Had to cancel couple my shows, black & blues on my body/
Feel myself tearin up just by talkin bout this/
But I know out there, somewhere, it's a little girl/
Going through all the same things, it don't matter if we in different
worlds/
Going through all the same things wit a different person, but it's getting
worse/
Battling between patience or crashin out, that's a different hurt/
God help me put my feelings first/
Think I'm better off alone/ (yeah)
Think I'm better off alone/
Think I'm better off../
Think I'm better off../
Think I'm better off alone/