Music: Blessing Ramaliba
Disturbed mind of Nater
We great minds, thinking alike
From bottom of my heart, it's welcome to Nater
In the morning, say morning prayer, hope it get better like Veenater
I'm out there losing my mind
Noise in my head, she just can't stop crying
Nater
No mercy for innocents
I don't lie
Run through my veins, I got it on blood
Thicker than water
Get knowledge, you'll remain watered
Not themselves, all of their heads are disturbed
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
My mind so ****ed up, disturbed
I think I'm losing it
Even my body is getting tired
I guess I'm having pressure
Oh, my brain is feeling caged
My life is like a big mess
I guess one can't even think
Just like a teen I'm getting depressed
Those people are mad
Some are sick, others getting disturbed
Full of darkness, not even a gleam here
You know why? I guess that just life man
Lacking faith gets you death and suffering
Few weeks back we sent my friend to heaven
He killed himself, this shit really sucks man
Even worse, it murders the living, kill
Nater tired of trying
Born in darkness, nigga is sick of crying
Ask the Lord to put an end to this lying
I tried to live, but I feel like I'm dying
Shortness of breath, no, I ain't just saying
Add the dimness, add the pain, add the suffering
Dullness of heart, there are no mercy for innocents
In this shit, there is no justice for victims
**** all this life, I just wish I was gone too
End my pain, one day my stress too
I can't do a thing even though I do want to
Out on the streets, you see coke, nigga buy two
Dreaming of life, I know that I will never have
Close friend and family, it's nice to have
Heart full of anger, depression is killing me
Get over it, really wish I could find a way
I remember my last day back in preschool
I was so happy, man, I was so cool
Took a pic with my mom she was so cute
Don't you know? I mean she was young then
After some conflict, she'd just give a token
That's what we do, as Christians
My mind so ill, I feel like I'm Hopsin
I swear in hell there's a sit made for Hopsin
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
My mind so ****ed up, disturbed
I think I'm losing it
Even my body is getting tired
I guess I'm having pressure
Oh, my brain is feeling caged
My life is like a big mess
I guess one can't even think
Just like a teen I'm getting depressed
Getting contagious
Normal will never find a home again
I believe on myself
I take it by force
I don't wait for chance
They never like me
I don't give a ****
I'm loving myself
She got the anger
She holding the grudge
Go get a life
Suffocate them like a karma
They never see when I come
I used to be lost
I pull up myself
They never come for me
I'm keeping my faith
I come from the low
I hate to tell you this
Can you do me a favor
Don't tune a sound with no flavor
I fight like a warrior
Standing so tall, go get a courage
I'm a survivor
I'm untouchable
I got my savior
If I told you I love you, I need you
I'm gonna be there when you need me
It's better we going together
I promise I will never leave you
I will never leave you
I take away your past
I show you the future
I know we'll pass this
Mama say be focused
Life is a bitch
I know we got this
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
Disturbed mind of Nater
My mind so ****ed up, disturbed
I think I'm losing it
Even my body is getting tired
I guess I'm having pressure
Oh, my brain is feeling caged
My life is like a big mess
I guess one can't even think
Just like a teen I'm getting depressed