Lyrics: Kevin Bustamante
Music: Kevin Bustamante
Feeling so jaded, I wasted my time
Getting so faded, might hit up your line
Gone are the days that you used to be mine
And I’m still thinking of you while you seem just fine
Your love is a prison, I wanna be free
Moved on too quickly, you left with the keys
Feeling so jaded, I don’t feel a thing
But you left me with scars and sometimes they still sting
Guess I’m back where I started, gotta keep myself guarded
Gone back to my old ways ever since you and I parted
Parties and temporaries, think I need help, secretary
Why is it so hard to move on, feeling like I’m sedentary
Chasing thrills like I’m 17, but so over it like I’m 70
Living fast, no adrenaline, cuz I need the high, no ketamine
Billie Jean, I am not your lover cuz you quickly found yourself another brother
Want you back like I’m Mike Jack but I’m not the same man in the mirror
Should’ve judged your character and not your credentials
Should’ve seen things how they are and not its potential
Should’ve judged your character and not your credentials
Should’ve seen things how they are and not its potential
Feeling so jaded, I wasted my time
Getting so faded, might hit up your line
Gone are the days that you used to be mine
And I’m still thinking of you while you seem just fine
Your love is a prison, I wanna be free
Moved on too quickly, you left with the keys
Feeling so jaded, I don’t feel a thing
But you left me with scars and sometimes they still sting
I be feeling so jaded, I only feel when I’m faded
Going through this unaided, got a heavy heart so weighted
Thoughts of you I hate it, put on a smile I fake it
Said you’d never break my heart but you straight up erased it
Should’ve just kept my eyes on the prize cuz the money would never betray you
Temporary highs in the hopes that I could replace you
But know that I ****ing hate you, there won’t ever be a take two
Used to not like love songs now they something I could relate to
This is why I double down on remaining single
“Happily ever after” is looking like a swindle
You could never really love without risking some pain
Like expecting not to get burned when playing with flames
Feeling so jaded, I wasted my time
Getting so faded, might hit up your line
Gone are the days that you used to be mine
And I’m still thinking of you while you seem just fine
Should’ve judged your character and not your credentials
Should’ve seen things how they are and not its potential