Oh crystal ball
Let me in
You know it all
Why you hiding it?
You keep my future from me
That isn't your decision
All daydreams I
Thought I could plan
So focus and shrewd
Fade, crumbling
Dust and omens
For what I could lose
The road is shrouded
But glad I found it okay
I'm feeling grounded
Aura surrounded today
Cross the distance
Was my conviction too late
Superstition will make me insane
What's the use
Grand plan in the gutter
Fate so cruel
Should we rely on each other?
There's reason you're never there
It's cause I didn't act like I care
Too in love with the thought
The journey alone
I never ever left
Defeated
I'm still weeping
I'm begging for one clue
I need a guy
Discreet and kind
To plan my next move
Chaotic silence echoes around me
Ashamed
Of how they found me
Regret resounding away
Ruminations, hallucinations escape
Isolation will make me insane
There's reason you're never there
It's cause I didn't act like I care
Too in love with the thought
The journey alone
I never ever
Saw you again and got some closure
Got better and calling my hand
At being older
Feel good that I can even depend on my composure
To get me by in this life
In this life
In this life