Music: Ataxiya Cyanide
(cy4ne)
Baby, can you treat me right?
I just want to see the light
Without you, I'd rather die
I just want to feel alive
Can you feel the silence of midnight?
Or find in darkness some kind of light?
Striving freedom, shouting into the void
Sold my soul, now I'm getting toyed
Your blue-eyed gaze reflects my deadly sins
Stuck in this tempest, where would you begin?
Craving liberation, a path to simply vanish
Will this anguish persist until I'm banished?
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
I don't really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day, tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive
I'm tired as shit, finally done with this bitch
I don't wanna be right here, I just wanna fall asleep
Fall asleep but forever, want to keep myself in a safer place
So I don't have to feel your touch, don't have to feel frustrated
****ed with my head three years straight, still got scratches on my health
God, I wish it never happened, I just wish we never met
Someone bury me alive, never found someone who cares
I've been thinkin' 'bout my future, now 'bout how to end myself
Finished another pack of Claws
I just seen ya man on ya story, I'm so lost
I could never feel how I felt before
Girl, I still want ya, why I need ya?
**** it, pack it up, I want amnesia
I was lost in your eyes
Never wanted compromise
Never saw what I'm becoming
No sleep, ****ed up now
Too geeked to speak, I'm coming down
Never, I never felt at home
I'm sober again, stuck in my hole
Feel my gut wrench, I know you're scared for me
But if you felt like how I felt, tell me could you be
I just wanna set free, tell me I just flee
I don't think it stops 'til I'm ****ing buried
Famous yet isolated, life feels like a simulation
Abusing all these Xannies because I cannot resist temptation
Living all this lavish lifestyle, riding in that Jaguar
I don't really care 'cause I'm next to be a superstar
Pop a pill to numb the pain
Life's a bitch in every way
Demons in my mind connive
Every day, tryna survive
"End it now?", I ponder still
Fight is over, lost the will
Voices shoutin' take the dive
I just want to feel alive
I don't pop no Xans but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
Dance, dance, dance revolution in a trance
Blurry ****ing vision when I try to take a glance
I don't even try, I don't even take my chance
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
Giving up on life, that's the only thing I can
I don't see a future, but I think I got a plan
Please leave me behind, hate attachment more than fans
Maybe I take one or maybe two Xans
I don't pop no Xans but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
I don't pop no Xans but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime
And my head beating out of my skull, feel the buzz down
Baby, gave me drugs and I shove 'em up my nose now
So I gave her all the love that I had in the world
She a pretty lil' slut and we ****in' to our own songs, yeah
So I'm takin' all her clothes off, yeah
That's because I stole her whole heart
And the drugs just keep us whole now, yeah
I don't pop no Xans but a molly when I sleep
I don't wanna dance, but I dance like a creep
I don't wanna see you when I trip every time
Overstimulating, I feel wired like a mime