Music: Hxskar
(No, no, no, NO!)
**** love
I don’t want none, I don’t want love
I’ll be blunt, I'm a time bomb
(Tick, tick, tick, tick)
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
(Nothing)
Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok
But I'm not I'm not, I'm not!
I ducking hate you (Hxskar hates you too remix?!)
I went diggin' thru my lungs, this is all I really got?
When am I gonna learn to give it all up?
(Nobody wants you, nobody wants you)
When am I gonna learn
There’s never gonna be a forever for me a letter from me delivered to me?
Teaming up with demons instead of trying to defeat them
Looking shawty in the eyes sayin' “Take it or leave it”
I'ma keep it under wraps that I rap maybe then she won’t become a demon either
And we can live in another reality count on me to **** it up, **** it up!
Never not the case, level 11 mage, I got it all made
Shouldn’t I be happy? Shouldn’t I be?
Help!
I'm not ****ing God!
I'm not ****ing happy, I'm never happy!
No!
(I was 15, following my dreams, holes in my jeans)
(Daddy hated everything, but his pills, got his thrills)
(With his finger in my face, in my face)
(Then he'd said, "What a waste, what a waste, what a waste–")
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste! What a waste!
What a waste!
What a waste!
What a waste!
What a waste!
You say I’m a God
I'm no ****ing God!
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
You say I’m a God
But I know I’m not
Why do I feel like?
Literally a million other reasons I gotta pretend I’m ok
But I'm not I'm not, I'm not!