Lyrics: Kenyu
Mixing: 刘叶充 鞠躬！
Instrumental来自JACKWAVY 感谢！
It's been a long time！
After the Pause I started a new road adrenaline high like ridin Lambo
This isn't because it is comfortable but finally got the feeling form long times ago.
I could do things I love not care about profit
watching cartoon on TV having something to dream.
Really bring back some scenes makin my heart not stink my brain not decline at least not so sick.
the path I chosen is like a piece of **** of haters
how dare you creat a dumb called Kenyu?!
throwing filth when I touched this culture
but I get to this step F*** U can do
Lana Del Rey I wanna talk about her.
no one compares to you（《DarkParadise》） songs like pleasant perfume.
And nobody can stop you when you singing leisurely expressing the love of the summer
writing a song（《Venice Bi*ch》） about 10 minutes like a love letter to the never goin back treasure.
I love Paramore using purest heart to go every steps
drop an album called After Laughter talks about times when people get fake happy
but it's just a spark it's enough to keep me going. （《Last Hope》）
I can't really say I'm learning something,
or maybe I just love Lana and Hayley's faces
but somehow we are much of a muchness.
whatever
I prefer to seize some meanings of everything i've been doing to appease my conscience.
Though sometimes it is not an exit like Patrick Bateman who is being anxious.
I keep chasing and chasing feelings stress it like a psycho it's so damn fu**** precious.
This attitude, originated from my house.
the times when I was moving out of town
when I was really stressed out
and this place like Cinema Paradiso
BH Town 35 look alive
childhood memories are so tight
when I suffer a brain attack
oh, well life is hard
in my house, the sun still shines
as the sand storm passing by
I can still say I'm survived
they won't be expectin **** when I show my eyesight
cause I told them that I put sad things behind man but I lied.
Yeah well I actually pretended, don't let anybody know what you're thinking, that's what Corleone said.
My last song actually talked 'bout my ****
but I held back when I finally put out my plate.
One day I'm gonna find ma s*eur but I won't tell her that the life is ill.
Cause I know that we are all the victims that try so hard be busy staying chill
but you and your mom gonna pay the bill
when I popping pills to start sth new.
Cause ain't nobody stand in my way as I hittin brand new
Let's shake our hands and make a fu*** deal..
什么鬼。。
承受打击之后没做太多停留生活还得继续接着走进炼狱
肖申克的救赎教我忙于存活，即使困于地狱，也能心无旁骛
写下每句话都是粗糙泛黄的海报
但愿撕开能有逃亡的暗道cuz
经受咁多之后冇乜改变
啲嘢都唔合新意
搏过后之后麻烦仲在身边
骗自己嘅皇帝新衣
返到从前我谂实在不易
啲感情都吾够真挚
发觉自己真嘅同李Chandler（《海边的曼彻斯特》）好似
无法顶住身边所有的事
你要远大理想想要翻山越岭我可以畀你踩住所以你企得好高
当你翻过障碍揾到新嘅世界帮我搭把手应该唔算个fault
但系你掉头就走根本唔会咁做仲要讲多一句嫌我嘅身上污糟
同ed人讲得再多我谂都系一样晒气
返转头嚟我谂佢哋仲系一样巴闭
Man Ken can defend hundred percent pain
我哋撑喺依个世界再不停令佢翻新