what if

Music: Carlyn Bezic What if What if What if you danced with me What if What if What if we choose to live in the ever expanding now What if What if I threw myself at you Cracked against your windshield What if What if Carlyn is dead And Jane lives What if What if So many things conspired to bring me here Chance or fate, it's unclear And beside the point The point The meeting Where all things combine to show me death rides beside life Always rides beside life Unreal I was one woman, speeding towards the future On a collision course, waiting to rupture Like a can of Coca-cola being shaken over and over until someone pulls the tab and she explodes And on impact She became a ghost And she kissed me goodbye And walked away to live a parallel life The glass shattered like glitter crushed metal hi-hats and burnt rubber Through the windshield, the universe, she showed me a tunnel And I was thrust through it into the dawn And Jane was finally born Full blooded and strong So clear and soooooo strong Was she there all along? Take me! Break me in two! One before, and one after you Take me! Break me in two! One before, and one after you Break me in two Break me in two Break me in two The millions and millions of possibilities The millions and millions of possibilities The millions and millions of possibilities The millions and millions of possibilities The millions and millions of possibilities Like the animal am I've caught a scent Governed by instinct And I want more Foot on the gas I'll let the past Fly in the dust behind my back Cause I want more I've gotten just a taste Of some future kind of way And I'll never be the same Cause I want more I want more I want more Oh I want more Oh I want more More life! More of the edge of the knife! Dive into the sunrise Cause I want more! More lovin' day and night! Show me I'm alive! Crash your body into mine! Cause I want more!