Lyrics: Cyrena Fiel
The sun is crying all alone
The movie’s playing, you’re on your phone again
Am I not enough for you?
The water’s drying upon my skin
My faith is wearing thin
I’m trying to see the world, but there’s so much that I don’t deserve
Everything I do doesn’t matter when I’m feeling useless
Think I’m a little pessimistic these days
I need a figurehead, a thicker wall when I’m in bed
So they don’t hear my crying, think I worn out trying
Oh, ooh
Hey, it’ s been too long
Tell me what i need to know
You say, and it all goes away
Hey, hey, hey
Don’t forget about the self-love
The voices in your head can only hurt you if you let-’em in
Don’t you ever let-’em win
They don’t mean anything unless you let-‘em dream
Forever the director, not the actor in the scene
Ba-ba doodoo dododo doodoo
Ba -ba doodoo dododo doodoo
Ba -ba
You said if it’s gonna be, it’s up to me
Don’t use the word “hate” a lot
Just when I’m talking to my mirror
I’m just kidding, tomorrow it’ll be different (maybe)
My motivation’s long removed
I wish I knew a happy mood
I’m trying to step outside, you know my mind makes me wanna hide
Everything I do doesn’t matter when I’m feeling hopeless
I want to be more optimistic these days
I need a different bod, a cover up’s not good enough
The prophecies denying, call me out for trying
Oh, ooh
Hey, it’ s been too long
Tell me what I need to know
You say, and it all goes away
Hey, hey, hey
Don’t forget about the self-love
The voices in your head can only hurt you if you let-’em in
Don’t you ever let-’em win
They don’t mean anything unless you let-‘em dream
Forever the director, not the actor in the scene
Ba-ba doodoo dododo doodoo
Ba -ba doodoo dododo doodoo
Ba -ba
You said if it’s gonna be, it’s up to me
A quick fix doesn’t exist
There’s no place, a saving grace
There’s time, it might take money
Or a lot of something funny
To drown out all the misery and pain
I’m just praying, someday
If I wake up and my feet hit the floor
That’d be all it takes to know that,
“ I’m good”
And I’ll be the catalyst for change
In my own iridescent way
I won’t forget about the self-love
The voices in my head can only hurt me if I let-’em in
I won’t ever let-’em win
They don’t mean anything unless I let-‘em dream
Forever the director, not the actor in the scene
Ba-ba doodoo dodo doodoo
Ba -ba doodoo dodo doodoo
Ba -ba
My daddy said, if it’s gonna be me, it’s up to me