[Chorus]
Yeah, swear to god I won't fall
Even though I always answer when she call
I didn't know someone could even love me at all
At all
So I fall
[Verse 1]
I just fall back on myself and I'm taking it home
All of the time I was wasting and spending alone
God I was hurting
I felt it inside of my heart and my bones
Fighting my demons
You taught me that I could be loved and I know (No, no)
I don't gotta be, I don't wanna be low
Hold on me tight like that, got me in my zone
Nighttime queen, your love got me so thrown
Down on myself, would you pick me up, whoa
[Verse 2]
Look, picking me up, I got passion for days
Gave you my love and you don't run away
Cat in the alley, you led me astray
Calling my bluff in the moment
Thought I was unstable and ready to call it a waste
Found my way out, now I'm feeling amazed
I love that you love me when I am insane
I go insane for your love and put nothing above it
I don't wanna pump on my brakes
Funny I went from "Look, I might just call you back baby"
To "I'll do whatever it takes"
Garden was colored in green
In the middle of weeds and the garbage
I'm stomping the snakes
Now it's a part of me, pardon me
I might just get out my coffin and raise up the stakes, yeah
I don't work this hard to make mistakes
Gave that one my heart, now I'm okay
Put it all in the art, now I'm gon' skate
Try to go play my part, I know my place
[Chorus]
Yeah, swear to god I won't fall
Even though I always answer when she call
I didn't know someone could even love me at all
At all
So I fall
[Verse 3]
I didn't know that somebody could love me
I know that I'm difficult, never enough
Some days I feel broken, I wish they would hug me
The pain is subliminal, covered by drugs
I wish on a star, but I'm heart strong
I waited too long to die young
Now if I pass, they won't listen
Unless I'm just tripping from tabs on my tongue
And I had a dream I would make it
Before the day I see my mom in a casket
This shit is tragic
I feel it coming, I'm scared to my core
It's hard to get past it
I am not laughing
That is the woman that taught me to love
And see beauty, no pageant
Now I don't sleep
Feel emotion through rapping
Somebody come help me with all the madness, yeah
[Chorus]
Yeah, swear to god I won't fall
Even though I always answer when she call
I didn't know someone could even love me at all
At all
So I fall