Music: lij project
It's been months, somethin' changed
I can't get this all out
I'm enough, for a change
And I don't plan to fall out
You're just two towns over, but now
I don't speak, we don't hang
But I keep it at arm's length now
Sometimes friends just fall out
Won't try to break your wall down
I accept it all now
But you post like you know who I am
When there's room for improvement on your end
And at this point, I know where I stand
Between all that I know
And all the things you held back
oh...
When you couldn't say it back
I didn't even get mad
Just thought the moment had passed
Was I safer staying clean?
Keeping my peace?
Deserting any dream that involved you and me?
I still think
You can't help picturing me
Can't sleep, can't think
Still up, still numb
Still stuck with that picture of us
Still lost, still plugged
Into things that just make you rust
Ohh...