Music: Mimi Barks/Koen
I wanted to end it all
You asked me how the darkness tastes like
The answer—for your blindness
They spoke in tongues and blurred my vision
Now I own the fear and the past is the gasoline
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
Blood stains on my chest
Put holes in my innocеnce
It’s what I got taught
It’s how it’s always been
Wear ‘em chains on my collarbonе
Representing my soul
Repressed for too long
Destination unknown
I just need to get my head straight
I just need to get my head straight
I just need to get my head straight
I just need to get my head straight
Let it happen and ignore the fact that we’re cursed
(I just need to get my head straight)
Drown your empathy in misery, control how it hurts
(I just need to get my head straight)
Ignore your consciousness
(I just need to get my head straight
I just need to get my head straight)
Let it happen and ignore the fact that we’re cursed
Drown your empathy in misery, control how it hurts
Ignore your consciousness
Fall asleep with your ever fading love
It’s just you and your shadow now
Walking the alleyway of your deepest dark
I make you high like Fizzle Rocks
I make you high like Fizzle Rocks
Treat your crotch in my drop top
I **** you like an exorcist
Buried with a kiss
You got one wish
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
Ain’t nothing but the truth
I’m a dead girl
Watch me bleed black
Descendant from a sad world
Anti-phoenix, disintegrate to dust
I’d do my demons and call it love
(dead girl, yeow)
Worm girl, such a pathetic vulnerable creature
(dead girl, yeow)
I declare your hate my cocoon
Got stabbed in the back too many times
(dead girl, yeow)
Through it all I became this thing
I came out of the other end of it
(dead girl, yeow)
Lost a lot of humanity
Lost a lot of my feelings
But now I’m my own God
And I believe in nothing but pain