Self Love

Windows cold on the seventy third floor Cracked reflection don't know me no more Half a bowl of cereal going soft on the counter I been staring at the ceiling for an hour Mask on tight so the city won't see Heavy in my chest where the silence bleeds Static humming through the intercom wire Learning that I'm not who I was prior
Climbing up but the air get thin Every fall feel the same again Pulse loud in my collarbone Tell me I'm close
I been running from the girl in the glass She got the same tired eyes same cracks Maybe I could let her stay Maybe I could love her strange I been fighting with a ghost I made She wears my height my hurt my name Falling slow into who I am Falling slow into me again Falling slow into me Falling slow into me
Spider silk tangled round my wrist bone Every web I weave feel like a throne Daddy's voicemail still stuck on repeat Something bout how distance taste bittersweet Corner store glow through the evening haze I been losing track of nights and days Swing through Midtown but the colors turn gray Maybe I'm the storm I'm tryna escape
Climbing up but the air get thin Every fall feel the same again Pulse loud in my collarbone Tell me I'm close
I been running from the girl in the glass She got the same tired eyes same cracks Maybe I could let her stay Maybe I could love her strange I been fighting with a ghost I made She wears my height my hurt my name Falling slow into who I am Falling slow into me again Falling slow into me
She a mess and she half alive She a lesson I had to find All the wreckage I left behind Made a mirror I can't deny So I stand here with shaking hands Didn't break I just cracked in strands For the first time I understand I'm the only one who gets to hold the plan
No more running from the girl in the glass She got the same tired eyes same cracks Finally I let her stay Finally I love her strange Stopped fighting with the ghost I made She wears my height my hurt my name Falling slow into who I am Falling slow into me again Falling slow into me Falling slow into me