Lyrics: logan perkins
Music: logan perkins
(Verse)
I'm starin' into the eye of the storm
A thousand different lives yet I've lived this one before
Nothin' can help me escape from the storm
I'm trapped here by my own accord
I felt like I had my life ticked on the board
I went through a thousand social maps and I'll go through a thousand more
But when I'm lookin' at the summit
Somethin' in the back of my mind makes me wanna plummit
This anxiety is kickin' in, I feel alone even when I'm not
I swear to God these growin' thoughts got my mind in a knot
And even when I look up to the sky for some help
Does it really matter if I know I'll end up in hell?
I say I talk to God but I haven't in like six days
The world's on my shoulders, on my heart it all weighs
And when I can't bypass these thoughts I feel so depressed
Man I needa go to church I gotta repent!
But now I'm movin' on, no point in standin' still
Everything in my life seems to be a blur and a stand still
When I stand in the eye of the storm and it's all chill
The next second man you got winds that wanna kill
I'll be in the freezing rain, I stand and tense up
I've fallen in the snow, I can't seem to get up
I need some more help I need a new voice
I need someone to come and help me make a choice
I've left some people behind, but I'm okay with that
As long as I can remember when we sat down and had a laugh
When was the last time I talked to them and had a chat?
I can't forget them and if I do I don't know how I'll cope with that
Do I focus on myself or is that too selfish?
Because without this music my life just feels helpless
When there's no outlet I can use for my frustrations
It just makes me wanna dive into those evil temptations
So now I'll move on, it's time for me to go
Left you on read, gotta see that hollow glow
When the tears fall from my eyes it's like the rain
Something's gotta change, it's ruining my brain