stan

[ by:警上查杀预言家] Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and Ican't see at all And even if I couldit'll all be grey, put your picture on my wall It reminds me, thatit's not so bad, it's not so bad.. Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and Ican't see at all And even if I couldit'll all be grey, put your picture on my wall It reminds me, thatit's not so bad, it's not so bad.. Dear Slim, I wrote but you stillain't callin I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not- a got'em There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot'em but anyways;**** it,what's been up? Manhow's your daughter Mygirlfriend's pregnant too,I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess whatI'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie I read about your Uncle Ronnie tooI'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some***** whodidn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, butI'm your biggest fan I even got the underground**** that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man I like the**** you did with Rawkus too, that**** was fat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is Stan Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and Ican't see at all And even if I couldit'll all be grey, put your picture on my wall It reminds me, thatit's not so bad, it's not so bad.. Dear Slim, you stillain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance Iain't mad I just thinkit's****** UP youdon't answer fans If youdidn't wanna talk to me outside your concert youdidn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man,he's only six years old We waited in the blistering cold for you, four hours and you just said," No."That's pretty**** ty man you're like his****** idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do Iain't that mad though, I justdon't like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver you said ifI'd write you, you would write back seeI'm just like you in a way I never knew my father neither he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to whatyou're saying in your songs so when I have a**** ty day, I drift away and put'em on cause Idon't really got shit else so that shit helps whenI'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it Mygirlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you24/7 But shedon't know you like I know you Slim, no one does Shedon't know what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man,I'll be the biggest fanyou'll ever lose Sincerely yours, Stan P. S. We should be together too Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and Ican't see at all And even if I couldit'll all be grey, put your picture on my wall It reminds me, thatit's not so bad, it's not so bad.. Dear Mister-I'm- Too- Good- To- Call- Or- Write- My- Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word- Idon't deserve it? I know you got my last two letters; I wrote the addresses on'em perfect So this is my cassetteI'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now,I'm doing90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the song by Phil Collins," In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning butdidn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning Nowit's too late-I'm on a1000 downers now,I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped+ ALL+ of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope youcan't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope youcan't sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and youcan't BREATHE without me See Slim Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim,that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but Ididn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see Iain't like you cause if she suffocatesshe'll suffer more, and thenshe'll die too Well, gotta go,I'm almost at the bridge now Oh ****, I forgot,how'm I supposed to send this shit out? Mytea's gone coldI'm wondering why I.. got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window.. and Ican't see at all And even if I couldit'll all be grey, put your picture on my wall It reminds me, thatit's not so bad, it's not so bad.. Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy You said yourgirlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look,I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that andhere's an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the Starter cap I'm sorry Ididn't see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just clownin dogg, c'mon- how ****ed up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think thatyou'll be doin just fine if you relax a little,I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I justdon't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but theydidn't say who it was to Come to think about, his name was.. it was you Damn!