Lyrics: Big4L
Music: Big4L
Mixed by W.T.M.
封面：JYT
Beats made by Jammy Beatz
my love is suicide
期待黎明前的到来
suffer pain all night
I just wanna pray for my life
在深夜徘徊 直到天亮才能释怀
感觉不到空气的存在
每次呼吸受阻碍
还好我的心在跳动 but my soul is die
躯体早已不被操纵 popping pills all night
没有新鲜感 生命陷入死循环
我的心已不会再痛 so is time to say goodbye
I pray my soul, my love is still ripped
it lose control, like drunkard and tripped
Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe
love is gone, my heart is never flipped
depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool
I'm not deserve it that you do
我为我的家人和 我homie祈福
drowning drowning 最后的救赎
outfits all black
put mf chain on me yeah
Inside all white
I don't care if u blame on me yeah
there's no light
I'm so lit with flames on me
never hit u back
I'm not, not numb
pray for rest of my life，
smlie atmy phantom there's no shadow inside
把希望活埋
fusion withmy phantom I saw inside all white
所有场合应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢
所有人都心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么
一片空白对未来 的憧憬一片空白
不可重来不会猜 不逃避不会重来
应付着来 应付着来 可以和谁倾诉呢
心怀鬼胎 心怀鬼胎 做感情的叛徒么
I wanna be a freeman
no longer be a slave of love
heart is hiding a demon
get dark he will suck my blood
struggle with it every night, can't quit gotta face it
I just wanna **** dat shit, it's too late to waste it
depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool
I'm not deserve it that you do
我为我的家人和 我homie祈福
drowning drowning 最后的救赎
outfits all black
put mf chain on me yeah
Inside all white
I don't care if u blame on me yeah
there's no light
I'm so lit with flames on me
never hit u back don't
shame on me I'm not to be yeah
I pray my soul, my love is still ripped
it lose control, like drunkard and tripped
Iet her go, emotional scarred, pain through head to toe
love is gone, my heart is never flipped
depressed mood，even life drag me down I will stay fool
I'm not deserve it that you do
我为我的家人和 我homie祈福
drowning drowning 最后的救赎