this life'

Lyrics: Antonio Rogers Music: Destin Laurel Love is a horror Ok let me paint you a picture Bout a nigga that came out of no where From a family that never had shit That was living up out of the motel Momma had told me go get it when I was a jit You See it I'm grown now I was at the shop till sun down Watching momma do hair till sundown I was outside selling Reeses Nigga no recess, tryna get Rotel At the time thought Pops ain't love me Now he out here with me, I love him I know he had somethings going on I see it in myself, I know him I just pray that I get this right Pray my son never think I don't love him Kill me a nigga that touch him You know what, huh Lemme just got evеn go there I'm tripping Let's talk about God for right now And i thank God for right now Thank God I'm surviving right now I sеnd all my prayers for right now This life I live Got so much issues Thank God I'm dealing with them Gotta be greater than this Not rushin I'm just venting Not worried 'bout my own self I do the best that's for my kid I go hard that's for my kid All this pain is for my kid All these things do it for my son **** I look like signing a bad deal What's one more year in the struggle When I got 20 I lived through, I know how to deal Even though I'm tired of waiting I gotta be patient I know how that feels I know it get hard, but this right here gone take some time I be looking at all the success I can't get impatient, I know I got time They said I would fail without college Now they all proud, man look at they eyes I ain't taking the wrong advice I ain't make it this far without God They wanna be like us We wanna be like him I ain't come this far without God no Let's talk about God for right now And I thank God for right now Thank God I'm surviving right now I said all my prayers for right now This life I live Got so much issues Thank God I'm dealing with them Gotta be greater than this Not rushing I'm just venting Not I'm worried 'bout my own self I do the best that's for my kid My Lord you are you are My lord Know you won't take too long I'll be here my Lord You hit right on time even when I'm you I call you lord please have mercy on my soul  I won't rush you lord but please don't take too long