How Could I Be so Reckless

Lyrics: Devin Hoffman/Irving Contour Music: Devin Jay Hoffman/Irving Contour Maybe I'm afraid to fall Just another wayward soul Self-destructive antics Covered in the ashes Broken on the inside The feeling never passes Now it's a late night crawl Where I throw away my self control 'Cause lately I've been reckless Don't know where the end is Take you for a ride Petrified when I've been so neglected If you try to turn the page I throw it away Blame myself when I can't seem to make it right Hate myself living in hell I can't swallow my pride Take one breath and I'll see you on the other side Break myself till I'm down on my knees How could I be so reckless? I'm burdened with the faith I stole Now it's time to eat the crow Filled with so much hatred Gotta finally face it Hit it down below But no I can't erase it 'Cause now I'm losing all I'm broken and the world's so cold And baby when the pain hits Praying that I make it At the wheel on this death ride and now I can't escape it If you try to turn the page I throw it away Blame myself when I can't seem to make it right Hate myself living in hell I can't swallow my pride Take one breath and I'll see you on the other side Break myself till I'm down on my knees How could I be so reckless? So reckless So reckless Until I'm down on my knees How could I be so reckless? If you try to turn the page I throw it away Blame myself when I can't seem to make it right Hate myself living in hell I can't swallow my pride Take one breath and I'll see you on the other side Break myself till I'm down on my knees How could I be so reckless? Blame myself when I can't seem to make it right Hate myself living in hell I can't swallow my pride Take one breath and I'll see you on the other side Break myself till I'm down on my knees How could I be so reckless?