Music: Aviel Kaei Tozzo/釈迦坊主
Wake up every morning wish the day would end
Long nights got me overthinking everything
I'm getting used the pain I start to feel numb, um
Tell me what I gotta do to feel alright, yeah
Mama told me that it's alright
But it's not so I drank oh no
I don't understand what you're saying till I'm sober
Will you say it again when it's over
I've been trying to search for angels fighting demons
I think I've found happiness in self destruction
Living hell depressed oh **** I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction
I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
♪
These nights I'm lost in my head
I don't know when to get out
She might be ****ing someone else while I'm alone in my bed
Hallelujah Jesus save us hands together
I'm on my knees again, praying
Hoping that you'll be there when I come down
Can't ****ing take this will you chase me when I run out
Living hell depressed oh **** I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction
I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
I'm so happy (so happy)
Oh, what a wonderful life
♪
Yeah
悲しくなんかないんだ
いつだって俺はhighだ
パパは俺よりdrugを愛してるママ泣いてる
パパはいつも泣いてる
ママを殴ってる泣いてる
地元なんかいらないから
何処かへ逃げようよ
何処かへ逃げようよ
東京 二人暮らそうよ
幸せに暮らそうよ
気付いたら俺は業の最中にいた
お父さんが好きだったアレがもっと欲しい
ごめんママ もう
Living hell depressed oh **** I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction
Depressed oh **** I'm overthinking
Too scared to show no I don't wanna spill my weakness
Anxiety got me relying on these happy pills
I hate to admit but I don't think I can quit my addiction
(I'm so happy)
My addiction
Oh, what a wonderful life
Oh, what a wonderful life