Music: Sleye
Another night i would've wished
that you were here i’m kinda high But still it never really stick, yeah
I used to sit around just reminiscing
But now i'm tryna figure out a way to make a difference
Turn around i see you standing in the sunlight
But i can't look cause everything around me so bright
Sometimes I just wish i wouldn’t be up all night
And i don't ever really like it going outside
And if you love me why you treat me like you do
You always left me out the loop
And i got nothing left to lose
I ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
With every heart that you collect
You never really had me fooled (i kinda knew)
I gotta pack up all my shit
I'm on the move
I think i need another hit
Don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
Still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
I got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon
Know you wouldn’t answer
If i ever tried to call
Blow me off again
I know i’m not the one you want at all
You got me all tied down
Now i'm strung up
I always felt that i was up against a lost love
I never said i wouldn’t quit you should've saw
I wouldn't put up with your shit
Don't you pretend you didn’t know
I guess i'm not that right for you
I didn't ever really wanna have to fight for you
And i don't ever wanna lie to you
I think i left it where i should've least i tried to (tried for you)
And if you love me why you treat me like you do
You always left me out the loop
And i got nothing left to lose
I ain't your trophy you can't put me in your room
With every heart that you collect
You never really had me fooled (i kinda knew)
I gotta pack up all my shit
I'm on the move
I think i need another hit
Don't feel a thing at all unless i'm taking two
Still i can't forget it i be holding onto you
I got a pill to help me go and find some closure really soon
Bury me with several little roses by the words
And write my eulogy in sentences that make me look the worst
I'll have dependency
Addicted 'til i'm rotten with the worms
No i don't think i'll ever end it
Got me caught up in a curse