Lyrics: Keea Kevin Afshin
Music: Keea Kevin Afshin
Oh, alright, about my problem, since I won't be dying,
I want to keep on mopping, I want to keep on trying.
Don't know, I wanna find it, I feel like I've been blind.
I can find out where my mind is, getting myself aligned again.
See nothing ahead of me 'cause all the noise is dead to me.
I don't think that I'll ever be the person that I was meant to be.
Oh, my friend, no more than a semblance of me,
Forecast coming back in this testing thing.
Are you letting your struggle become your end run?
Like, "Okay, Mona building blocks," he gave you,
Turned around and said, "Okay," instead of it building,
Would you let it kill you with the facade?
Instead of it telling you that it takes you to your brain?
All problems keep my head dropping my back, probably,
The only thing to solve is calling up, nobody gets my time.
Really felt alive when I died, play my music in your world.
I've never been acquitted 'til I started sipping liquor,
Started scratching up my scripture, got the bigger picture.
Break another picture with a shot, I did, and make sure with a bump's photo pick up.
I'm the one that Chuck is sick of, sick good.
And these other rappers that you never heard of.
But I won't keep the trail with every word heard that you don't know.
Today's the day that I'm alone, got a lot of heat,
So you better try to buy my problems, as I won't be dying.
And I wanna keep on mopping, I wanna keep on trying.
No, I wanna find it, I feel like I've been blind again.
Find out where my mind is, getting stuff aligned again.
See nothing ahead of me 'cause all this noise is dead to me.
I don't think that I'll ever be the person that I was meant to be.
Oh, I'm afraid no more, Halo says to me.
I thought that's coming back in his testing.
They remember when I, I could have been all the things that I didn't need.
I wish I could have seen that never blessed me, controlling what I could blackguard me.
I didn't listen to the wisdom when my spoke to me.
And they ain't going to prison for you, no, you were a soldier with no proof,
When you'd be breaking the law.
You don't ever wanna listen when they tell anyone,
You've been fighting their battle, but they ain't catching your ball.
I am not acting at all, you got your back to the wall.
Ain't got no time to be stalled when they be testing your balls.
I'm taking every pressing it all into a lesson,
I could listen to that lets me evolve.
I'm living by a coded code, no stitching, no wishing, run and go get it.
In a world so witty, quicksand underneath my feet,
But I stay silent when I'm standing on this beat.