Lyrics: Jacob Loaiza
Music: Jacob Loaiza
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe
I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough
Now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed
I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode
Late nights
Reminiscing about the past
I was so in love with the thought of her
So attached
I was so naive and I thought I could make it last
That was a mistake
It was over in a flash
Why did you lie?
You said you would stay
I don't know what I did to push you away
It was my fault for trusting a snake
It wasn't real
It was all fake
What am I now but a spirit that's hopeless
Living the rest of my days in a cage
I think that she put me under hypnosis
All I can feel now is sadness and rage
She got me my emotions
I was just someone she wanted to play
Now I'm so cold
I'm freezing, I'm frozen
And I'm convinced that I'm never gon' change
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe
I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough
Now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed
I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode
Left in the dark now
I'm floating in space
She disappeared without leaving a trace
Now she's a star that I can't help but chase
Now she's a song that's been stuck on replay
She's got no clue what she done to me
Ever since August
I've been in recovery
Everything happened so fast and so suddenly
All that could mean is that she wasn't in love with me
My planet was swallowed by black holes
This is my funeral, black rose
Edgy, emotional, black clothes
Finished with life I don't have hope
It's deeper than rap
But I'm more than a rapper
My story gets sadder
Just flip through the chapters
There's no happy ending
Just death and disaster
But that's no surprise
It's a similar pattern
I can't pull all the knives in my back
Dripping in blood
Every moments' my last
Cursed to revisit the times that we had
She was my universe
My other half
Now she's my memory
Part of my past
My mind is fragile
It's cracking like glass
Stuck in this phase
Always trapped in a trance
Hiding the real me under this mask
Gravity doesn't exist
If it did, then it wouldn't have let you go driftin' into somebody else's possession
I'm sick
You made so many moves that I couldn't predict
I was stupid and used
A fool for your tricks
I'm stuck in your shadow
A lunar eclipse
Now I'm in the Galos
An endless abyss
I'm hangin' on but I'm scared I might slip 'cause...
I lost some parts of myself that I'll never get back
It's like that girl took half of my soul
She was my Universe
I gave her everything
That wasn't good enough
Now I'm alone
I still remember the pain that I felt when I came back and found out that she wasn't home
I'm so depressed
I don't got nothin' left
Not even a heart 'cause she made it explode
I lost my mom when I lost all that time and I can't help but cry when I'm losing control
I was the night
I was young
I was blind
If I said I was fine
That's a lie that I told
I'm in the skies
I'm so ready to die
This is my suicide letter that's written in gold
She picked a side and that side wasn't mine
It was packin' her shit up and hitting the road