idea of love A COLORS SHOW

I don't like the idea of love ** keeps beating me, then beats me up And somehow I feel like I'm never Never, never I feel like I'm never enough Oh, I don't have a problem getting bad ** But life's made me rethink what a bad ** is Is it the idea of you or the idea of us? I'm starting to think that I've ran out of luck Oh, I'm finding it hard to find people I trust And my mama always told me I should follow my gut And I'm only going up and I don't wanna be stuck With somebody that I can't make blush Wanna find me somebody while I'm still in the mud 'Cause ** gon' change once I get me some bucks Oh baby, I'm scared, you don't really care Me and Cupid never been friends But maybe I'm depressed, maybe I need meds I spend days sitting, thinking 'bout you in this bed Do you do the same? Am I on your brain? Oh, baby, I think a player got played Oh, ooh, ooh I don't like the idea of love, ooh ** keeps beating me, then beats me up And somehow I feel like I'm never, oh, never I feel like I'm never enough, oh-oh-oh