idea of love A COLORS SHOW

I don't like the idea of love Shit keeps beating me then beats me up Somehow I feel like I'm never Never never I feel like I'm never enough Oh I don't have a problem getting bad b*tches But life's made me rethink what a bad b*tch is Is it the idea of you or the idea of us? I'm starting to think that I've ran out of luck Oh I'm finding it hard to find people I trust And my mama always told me I should follow my gut And I'm only going up and I don't wanna be stuck With somebody that I can't make blush Wanna find me somebody while I'm still in the mud 'Cos shit gon' change once I get me some bucks Oh baby I'm scared you don't really care Me and Cupid never been friends But maybe I'm depressed maybe I need meds I spend days sitting thinking 'bout you in this bed Do you do the same? Am I on your brain? Oh baby I think a player got played I don't like the idea of love Shit keeps beating me then beats me up Somehow I feel like I'm never never I feel like I'm never enough Oh