Lyrics: Jaydalyn Boreal/Zola Nafia Williams
Music: Jaydalyn Boreal/Zola Nafia Williams
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate
It's a long thought process
It's been a long long time and I never see the change
What a waste of formative years of my life
**** that, it's fine, I can deal with it
But that doesn't mean I'll do it with a smiling face
Some disgrace, but I guess that it's okay
u dont wanna be 20
double decades racing thru my head
its like a sunbeam
only living just to pass the dread
why does it haunt me
am i gonna die without control
and barely living
nah nah nah no i aint even 20
but i wanna even out my life like a control freak
could you be an asset to my murder like a crime scene
take u thru the years and make me focus on deciding, or
could u be my queen of indecision
in love with inconsistency
I thought my mind is dreaming
with a smile so significant
the world could try to kill u
but you'll become resilient
none of that time was wasted
it was simply reconstructed
you don't wanna be
young and stupid with no answers
21 and counting i aint looking at the numbers
im just looking at your love, a mixed bag mixed up
pick the crown up girl, dont miss out on ur own love