Fall Apart

Twenty past three and the avenues gleam Purple haze spill through the blinds in my sleep A half empty glass I forgot to erase Lipstick stain drying out on the drain And I trace the shapes you left on the wall Ghost of a touch I still can't shake off Stumble through the room Silence way too soon Heartbeat echoing low I get dressed up just to fall apart Pour the glitter on a hollow heart Fake a smile till the mirror cracks Give my all and I dont want it back I get wasted just to feel a spark Chase the high into the fading dark Every laugh got an empty ring I get dressed up just to fall apart Strobe lights drip down the corridor wide Strangers sway but I still look for your eyes Perfume heavy it dont cover the ache Heels in my hand walking home through the grey And I hum the tune we used to destroy Sweet little ruin I mistake for a choice Stumble through the room Silence way too soon Heartbeat echoing low I get dressed up just to fall apart Pour the glitter on a hollow heart Fake a smile till the mirror cracks Give my all and I dont want it back I get wasted just to feel a spark Chase the high into the fading dark Every laugh got an empty ring I get dressed up just to fall apart It hits me when the bass drops out The loneliness screams so loud Used to hold me when the world went still Now I only hold the chill I get dressed up just to fall apart Pour the glitter on a hollow heart Fake a smile till the mirror cracks Give my all and I dont want it back I get wasted just to feel a spark Chase the high into the fading dark Every laugh got an empty ring I get dressed up just to fall apart Synthesizer fading slow Purple light and radio Got no place I need to go