Music: Thomas Daniel/Ryan Nealon/Jules Brave/Bret Paddock
Wait just a minute
Could we turn
The lights out
'Cause I like me
Best in the dark
And after we finish
Could you stick around
So that voice in my head
Doesn't start saying
I never should've gone there
And taken off my clothes
Let you find out
What I already know
That I'm still the punchline
Of childhood jokes
'Cause I carry dead weight
And it shows
Sorry I'm still not
At home in my body
Just wanted someone
To want me
Who sees me as more
Than just funny
'Cause it never feels
Good being lonely
I'm in my head when
You hold me
'Cause you won't be
Here in the morning
And I'll let you leave
'Cause it never feels
Good when I never
Feel good about me
It's been thirty minutes
I told the waiter you're
Probably just running late
But I'm fooling myself
You're never showing up and
I'll never learn from my mistakes
I never should've come here
Let you give me hope
I'll pay the tab
And cry on my way home
Because I'm still the punchline
Of childhood jokes
I carry dead weight
And it's evident
Sorry I'm still not
At home in my body
Just wanted someone
To want me
Who sees me as more
Than just funny
'Cause it never feels
Good being lonely
I'm in my head when
You hold me
'Cause you won't be
Here in the morning
And I'll let you leave
'Cause it never feels
Good when I never
Feel good about me
Oh it never feels
Oh it never feels
Will it get better
Will I ever feel good about me