I couldn't describe if I tried The way I felt back then Imagery in my head That hurt so bad A pain I won't forget What it's like to be alive While you're feeling dead inside Look to my eyes they'll tell you why (I'm not there anymore) All my **** ups and do wrongs Will haunt me when I'm gone They're keeping me awake Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me It wasn't me, who I used to be Tired, laid to rest I couldn't take it anymore But maybe I deserved it To sleep and not wake up again Sounded like heaven I was on my way out (I'm not scared anymore) All my **** ups and do wrongs Will haunt me when I'm gone They're keeping me awake Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me Notching words like flying knives And its still eating me alive Anxiety And it takes hold Can't shake the feeling from my mind A sharp pain running down my spine I lie awake every night Just fall asleep you'll be alright I close my eyes And see my whole life Flash before me As if I'm gonna die Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me Your arrows are shot into me And I fall asleep Hoping the pain will just leave me be Your arrows are shot into me (I couldn't describe if I tried) Your arrows are shot into me (The pain that I felt)