Lyrics: Kasra Hakami
Music: Elias Segujja/Noah Shacc/Farlot
Nowhere I want go
Nowhere I want to stay
cause’ I got nothing I rather I wanted do
than lay right here with you
But there is nothing, nothing to do
the passion has been gone for too long, yeah
All of this for nothing too
The one beside me don’t have to be you
Just now it hit me
The realization
Cause at the moment
there is no relation
The ship is sinking
so I keep singing
there is no other way
Oh I’ve been awaiting it
Somebody, I’m feeling so lonely
Trust me when I’m saying it
Somebody, I’m feeling so lonely
Why is this feeling praying on me, when I’ve been done for so long
I can’t really trust no-one, last words you said since you’ve been gone
But I swear on my grave I won’t disrespect anyone, like I did you
I think I hurt everyone that I touch, that’s the shit I’m going through oh no
I’ve been runnin’, runnin’, runnin’, runnin’, runnin’ from my past
All the things that I did wrong
Didn’t think about bout my mom
didn’t think about my fam,
apologies in advance
All the shit that I lost
All the chaos I done
I’m sorry to everyone that I hurt
People want so much
but I’m only human
And that’s what I really learned
Yeah, that’s what I learned
Mom I know you would do anything for the best of me
Wish I could pay the bills
Wish that I was better
Never meant to upset her
Rain looking like glitter
Blonde playing in the background
Thinking of the day that I met her
And it’s the problems that haunts me, since the beginning
Dealing with school, the expectations that I have to live up to
But I was dreaming of
thinking of a better living
but I was stuck with
dark shit that I was feeling
I’m not better
It’s myself that is unforgiven
But the drugs calm me down, till I’m faceless
I make this song and it really has only one goal
I can take everything that I want, but I’m never really in control
I just wanna take my heart out, rip it out, put on the ****ing table
That’s only what I’ve been doing, and the shit that I’m only able to
But I know what you really, really, really wanna feel
And you know what I’m doing hasn’t been a part of me
But I know, what you think about me, is the only time I’m praying
Playing this song over, then I put it on this shit that it’s saying