it’s like i’m not even here

Lyrics: Mathew Maglaperidze I had it under control Everything I love and everything that I own And every time I think about it I miss my home And everyday I'm waiting for you to hit my phone And I wish you would know I’m so in love with you You're so in love with him I don't know what to do, girl I’m a fool now It's getting hard to breathe Drugs all in my body I can't do nothing right, girl I'm a loser And you knew was I here Making all these songs like somebody would hear 'Cause I'm not good at anything, I always fall short Always wished I was gifted in some way or some sort I'm so ****ing depressed, I feel like I'm a waste And my mental ****ed up, all I really wanted was space And don’t talk to me cause I don’t ever know what to say A cigarette for me, a lighter for my mistakes