How Is Paradise

Lyrics: SereneGP Music: SereneGP Huh huh Huh huh huh huh huh Hmmm You know cannot replace What you loved so dearly You know you'll feel so much pain When you're never ready Been asking many questions Why you ever left me How is paradise can somebody Show up and tell me It is hard to replace What you loved so dearly You're filling heavy And pained when You're never ready I got too many questions Why you ever left me How is paradise somebody Care to pop tell me Let me know why my heart Is so down and heavy My tears are always racing Down my face What I face no I cannot say it Been living But I'm feeling empty lately It's kinda like the devil chose And always wanna date me I wish I had another thing To give but none is worth it Daily reminiscing better days But not without you God you see my tears are rolling daily do you love it Thought you gave us paradise on earth but like it's not true (Huh) I need someone who can relate to what I'm feeling now When you're losing sleeping thinking if they're truly gone You sobbing but you never want no one to hear the sound It's like I'd never get to heal me, should I use this gun Should I hate you that you left me at the wrong time Or should I keep on missing you it wasn't your time You used to tell me things will happen at the right time But Moma left me you can tell it ain't the right time I didn't mark the time I wasn't ready that is why I always break down The wind is blowing But I cannot feel no breeze now The sun is shining But the road is kinda dark how You know cannot replace What you loved so dearly You know you'll feel so much pain When you're never ready Been asking many questions Why you ever left me How is paradise can somebody Show up and tell me It is hard to replace What you loved so dearly You're filling heavy and pained When you're never ready I got too many questions Why you ever left me How is paradise somebody Care to pop and tell me If you ever see God send me the location I wanna tell it to his face Cos I am losing patience I wish a ladder would be long enough To reach the heavens Then I would take forever climbing Just to meet him, personally I am fragile like a rabbit I should be happy sadly I lost my happiness The day I lost my Heart Tomorrow's gonna be great Don't know where to start Tomorrow will be better But today is really hard I thought these people Are so loving but they're never not You give 'em all your loving But they turn around and hurt You hate to be the good guy But you cannot stop We having hell on earth Already give us paradise We fall too many times Already still we wanna rise I need a million angels I just wanna catch a sight I hate to see these waters falling Like they're from my eyes My sins won't let me kinda Like I ain't got Jesus Christ Keep on resting On my sleeping mom I know we got a lotta people Who ain't feeling right You're trapped inside a cell For what you didn't do wrong We pay the prices of the things We never ever know about We going places just To find someone to help us out We got the voice But no one ever wanna listen out We're try to help another Though we're broken deep inside We praying for the better times But they're taking long The weight is heavy Many times we think of suicide A single mother crying Out if there's another life We're making mistakes That we'll never Have a second chance Last night them niggurs Broke in and wasted and my life Oh God you promised paradise You choose to keep the hustle real But you ain't cashing out I saw that niggur falling When the bullet pierced him The dwelling place you gave To us is now a war zone You're stepping out but you Ain't safe 'til you return home Too many vices we are watching In our cell phones