Lyrics: Lazyoung
Music: Lazyoung
im trying to start my own life
but u didn't care at all
i dont know
how to be a human
being like a normal guy u talked
i hate it
and i should learn how to love myself
and i promise i will eat so well
I'll take some medicine for my health
she said im doing well
but whyyyyy
why i miss u like a hell
u dont love me
u tread me like a ****
u dont know it
but i cant even hate u in my mind
so i dont know why
and i dont know…
bcuz
i
dont wanna hide no more
so
fight
u dont want hear my voice i know
its
my fault
but why should i be alive
im just a brat
why am I stuck with so much to bear？
i from hell
lilith
save me！
i ****ing hate my self i **** it up
plz
pay me attention
im ****ing changing
i still cant belive its true
（****）
im fuking hate myself
and i hate！
to see u cry for me
i
promise im alright
i know u are sad
but u make me feel alive
i dont wanna die
im alone but feel alive
just look
im crying
im just a poor guy
waiting for ur reply