Lyrics: Lindsay Ell/Jonathan Capeci/Nick Sainato/Joseph Beretta
Music: Lindsay Ell/Jonathan Capeci/Nick Sainato/Joseph Beretta
The way we said goodbye
Still brings water to my eyes
In my bedroom
I know you said it wouldn't work
But I still don't have the nerve to
Believe you
But when it's late at night
And I can't sleep
I miss the way it was
When we were 23
It's tearing me up right now
Cause I know, I know
I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to
It's still my gut reaction
My insecure attachment
Can't stop my heart from racing
Hands are shaking
Bound to happen
In the back of your car
With your hands on me
I miss the way it was
When we were 23
It's tearing me up right now
Cause I know, I know
I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you (I shouldn't call you)
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to
It's been hard to break all the habits I made
When you're one call away, I can't stand that
Look on your face, got it stuck in my brain
And I hate it, but I know that
I shouldn't call you
Cause it always ends the same
I shouldn't want to (I shouldn't want to)
When I'm passing by your place
I pick up my phone, I can't be left alone
I try to let it go, I know I know better
I shouldn't call you (I shouldn't call you)
But I don't know how, I don't know how not to
No, I don't know how, I don't know how not to