Mirrors

I can move things around, I can try this rug there. If the tables in the corner than the window needs a chair. It's awfully heavy on this side. Awfully crowded to the eye. It's awfully, awfully a lot of work, just to be here. My stupid eyes, my stupid eyes. Credit card debt, credit card debt, seemed like a good idea. In the moment, wish I could return that vintage rug. If I'm going to feel this ugly in my mind, in my mind. I look out my window, and all the leaves have fallen. I look out my window, and all the trees are bare. In a house full of mirrors, it's no wonder I'm seeing myself. I was trying to reflect the light, trying to feel warm inside. House of mirrors. House of mirrors.