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I'm getting older,
I think I'm aging well，
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself，
There's reasons that I'm thankful,
there's a lot I'm grateful for，
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door，
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before，
(Anyone before)，
Too bad they're usually deranged，
Last week, I realized I crave pity，
When I retell a story I make,
everything sound worse，
Can't shake the feeling,
that I'm just bad at healin'，
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed，
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest,
I was still bein' ignored，
Lying for attention,
just to get neglection，
Now we're estranged
Sometime wanna fly
Sometime wanna cry
还是没学会接受所以还是习惯流泪
It's so weird，
That we care so much,
until we don't，
房间里你又独自苦恼
逃脱不了这自我内耗
日记没写完已经烧着
又是一次自我争吵
I'm happier than ever,
at least that's my endeavor，
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure，
'Cause to be honest,
I just wished the word I promised would depend on what I'm givin'，
Not on his permission,
wasn't my decision to be abused。
Sometime wanna fly
Sometime wanna cry
Sometime wanna fly
Sometime I wanna die!
It's so weird，
That we care so much,
until we don't，
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'，
For anybody askin,
I promise I'll be fine，
I've had some trauma，
Did things I didn't wanna，
Was too afraid to tell ya，
But now I think it's time。