Feel like kind of mess these days
There are still many things to do
But I cannot move myself but lie down with empty hearts
Don't know why am I doing this
But don't want to think why
I'm just falling down keep falling down
So I'm making Early New Year's Day
In my mind I'm already in the next year
Even if I miss this christmas
I need some excited feeling
Wanna know I'm alright
Can I just jump to the next year
I just wanna run away
Don't know why am I doing this
But don't want to think why
I'm just falling down keep falling down
So I'm making Early New Year's Day
In my mind I'm already in the next year
Even if I miss this christmas
I need some excited feeling
Wanna know I'm alright
Can I just jump to the next year
I just wanna run away
Try to hold myself by thinking happiness
You know the small certain happiness
Little girl's halloween costume
I think I might need this thing
Hot chocolate in cold weather
Buying flowers for myself
I need to find out what makes me happy
So I'm making Early New Year's Day
In my mind I'm already in the next year
Even if I miss this christmas
I need some excited feeling
Wanna know I'm alright
Can I just jump to the next year
I just wanna run away
Oh If I miss this christmas
This christmas